I felt pretty bummed today. I guess people will never change. What a waste of time to explain things that I could have just said “OK. No problem”. I get that people want to get credit, which I don’t really care, but if you are not being rational, how am I supposed to align with you at all? I am tired of arguing, I just felt a strong sense of hopeless and disappointment, mostly to myself. Why am I still here after all these years? What the heck have you been accomplished?
Long story short. This is considered another “wakeup” call to me, face myself for once for real, why are you so afraid of changes? What are you even afraid of? You are not that young anymore, and you should be focusing on the things that matter, not those tiny feelings that you think might have hurt you. Be a bit more adventurous, you can’t be working for others for life. Even if you do, please put effort in yourself, make yourself better every single day.
So back to this wakeup call. It’s time to get yourself together, start prepping for what’s about to come next. Go social, find opportunity. Make yourself valuable and irreplaceable. Don’t you think yourself is invincible, you are just living inside your imaginative bubble. Some day it will just pop, and by the time that happens, don’t be too shocked on what’s happening.
Enough with the rant, mark this day, the day you shall reborn. 2.0 is coming.